Showing posts with label paradise lost. Show all posts
Showing posts with label paradise lost. Show all posts

Sunday, September 6

#15 In Memory Of...Sunrise and Sunset



Sometimes I’m awed at the fact

that I’m given another day

to develop goals

dream the unthinkable

collide with possibilities

so many opportunities

to capture, create, or unfold

when many young as and younger

than me

now cease to exist

in this reality

never knowing of a next day

because they’ve been taken away…



This last year

has been like…

a reaping.

So many young people

talents lost

.Gone.

So many hearts shaken

Traces of what once was

and who was and is

still loved

are left hanging in cyberspace

as likes, funny comments

and those hollow

unanswered messages



A desk space infamously

organized or cluttered

has now vanished

A church seat is now empty

where it was once claimed out of habit

A regular phone call expected

during the weekdays

will never be heard again

ringing

just as voices

that made us laugh

curse and cry

will be never heard

off key, or in perfect harmony

singing…



We all stand suspended

in this limited space of time

and though we live as if we hold

infinity in our grasp

how

many

times

this past year

have we been reminded

that the metaphoric hourglasses

hidden within

our finite bodies

empty a bit more

as the calendar

moves ahead

.Firmly.

and for anyone of us

without respect or preference

can and will

.Stop.

.Suddenly.



This is what has taught me

on my own brief path

to see through the haze

and hold true to who

and what’s really important

Like

giving as much love to those

I love and sharing kindness

to every other person,

to never take for granted

that character and integrity

will outlast wealth or fame

and be cognizant that

I’ll leave empty handed

exactly as I came…

To not engage in the dramatized

glare that takes away

from a purpose well spent,

to remember in these days of my youth

the light I should represent,

to find a way to leave

even a fraction of my world

better that I found it

and to give my best

even when feeling at my worst

leaving no place for regrets.

To be a stepping stone

instead of a stumbling block

to whomever may be around

and to be grateful…

For

every second

I breathe...

Living always first from the inside

then out.



You see,

life is but for a moment

that is one thing that is sure

but it’s the quality

of the quantity lived

the same we tend to misuse, refuse

or ignore

that will make us

into who we eventually are.

For when flowers once fresh have wilted

and gravity holds us no more

and our soul

leaves the temporal,

decorative camouflage

to enter another portal…

What kind of memories would we have left?

What choices would have defined us?

Will we be ready for the mystery

of truth that lies before us?



Our bodies are but passengers

that will make one final descent

leaving our souls, our true selves

to bear the burden of what we wrote

on our own pages

crumpled, tossed or held

or on another person’s

that we’ve straightened

or deliberately bent…

of any light or darkness we’ve left…

the difference we could have made,

but

hadn’t gotten around to just yet.

Life is but for a moment

ensure its honour is kept

and by all means

.Please.

Create…

at least one masterpiece

in between your sunrise and sunset.

 My Inspiration: Young deaths 2014-2015 in Wadadli
 





© KohylahPiper 2015




Saturday, August 29

#11 Phantom Limb

 courtesy: Gry Poulson


Gone

but not forgotten

It’s been a while…

But lately it feels like

you were lost to me

all of a sudden.

Nerves disjointed

shooting terror

where

nothingness lived

experiencing movements

from a mirage drawn

out of a fatal error

from…within,

claiming that

this distorted member

of my supposed making

was still

a part of me

and tragically

though unseen,

was

furthermore

yet living…



It was

never advertised

preemptively

that you would

only spend

this short while

with me

before you

left quietly

disappearing

as if you were

never even here

irrespective

of the memories

that coloured my tears

into tranquilizers

that couldn’t heal me

or my cares

but just sedate

every sharpened wince

of hurt

that prodded inside

raging all the more

after the effects

were spent…

on the after effects

of the fact that you had left.



Disoriented

in the

continuing aftermath

they said

would eventually end

useless…

their comments

baseless

based on your absence

in the space

where I knew

you had once

been

tiptoeing around

my strain

everyone stretching

themselves thin

because of my

dim understanding

that this sensation

was a farce

created to shield

the most breakable of my

disheveled parts

which were intimately

connected through my grieving.



But

I knew what was real

Though I never did tell

I knew what was real

when the sweat broke

from my brow

and spilled into

five turned fifteen

turned infinite

minutes from hell.

I knew what was real…

but acceptance

was too unkind

That’s why

I’d rather

believe this illusion

in order to

be close

to you.

One last time.

#SELAHSATURDAYS

 My Inspiration: The Women
 





© KohylahPiper 2015



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